Friday, April 9, 2010

I am SO boring!

When I am driving around in my car, I think about some really random stuff. Lately, I've been thinking, "what if my life was a reality show?" not that reality shows show reality, but if they held true to there name... Anyway, I'm pretty sure that my reality show would be SO boring! I come to work, hang out with the same people, generally stick to the same schedule: Monday: come home and sit around and watch TV, Tuesday: come home, watch TV, do homework, Wednesday: come home, finish homework, watch TV, Thursday: come home, watch Grey's with Angela, Friday: date night, Saturday: work, hang out with Justin's family or my family, Sunday: church, lunch with Justin's family, home, homework, watch Justin bowl. Where is the fun in all of that---I love my family and friends and always have a good time, but the same schedule day in and day out?? Goodness, how do I even have friends?! Why am I so scared to do something out of the ordinary??
I am really frustrated with myself because I won't step out of my comfort zone! Ever since Justin and I started dating, he's always said he wants to move to California---why am I so scared to do so?? I come up with excuses like; cost of living is too high, crime rates are high, blah, blah, blah. Why don't we go out of town for a weekend?? Because Megan is BORING!!
So--I need to stop being so freaking boring! But I don't know how...
I feel like I am going to be lost forever in this frustration, so I've decided that Justin and I are going to do something not boring and out of the ordinary---I don't know when and I don't know what...but we are.

I am open to suggestions. :)

Thanks!

1 comments:

Mrs. Anderson said...

Just a weekend to Branson or something would be fun. Or start up a new hobby with Justin...like Karake or something. lol. That is different.