Motivation and frustration.

I'm not motivated, and I'm VERY frustrated, hence, the title.
I hate this time of year because it makes me very unmotivated. I don't understand myself, I want a good job, but I'm not motivated to do what it takes to get there?? At the beginning of each school semester, I am so excited and tell myself that I am going to make really good grades, and until Thanksgiving or Spring break, I do make good grades. After that, it's all down hill from there. I think that Thanksgiving and Spring breaks should only be Thursday-Sunday...not a whole week. I know a lot of College students are going to think I'm crazy for saying that, but those breaks are the reason for my "unmotivation". Gr. So now I am frustrated with myself because I can't get myself to sit down and spend enough time on homework and studying.

On a happier note, I took Jack in for his first vet visit today! He weighs a whopping 1.5 lbs. He was a hit at the office, everyone loved him! He was a good boy when he got his shots, but he was given dewormer, so I am scared there may be a little brown mess in the bathroom when I get home, and Justin isn't home to clean it up :( boo. His little heart is normal and his little joints work like they are supposed to! My vet told me he is very fragile, it took all I could to not tell her, "Well he is the most suicidal dog I have ever owned, he jumps off the bed and couch, and has jumped right out of peoples arms before right onto the concrete." But I refrained for the fear that she might report me to the animal control people because of puppy abuse. Hehe.

I miss not seeing my family and friends everyday. Especially when Justin is gone for work. I'm so lonely. Good thing I have Jack, I don't know what I would do without him, he definitely keeps me on my toes. I am such a baby because I have friends whose husbands are off to basic training and Iraq/Afghanistan and what not, and I'm complaining because Justin is gone for 3 days...boo hoo Megan! Ha...anyways I'm rambling now so I won't bore you any longer. :)

Thanks for reading!